Wednesday, February 26, 2014

#dogmom

In late September I said goodbye to my sweet girl Sophie. This was one of the saddest things that had happened to me and Coy and I both swore off ever getting another dog and carrying out the rest of our days with just Murphy. However, not a month later I saw a picture of a dog and I knew that I needed that dog's sister. Macy joined our family in November and I am so happy that she did.
Some might say I am majorly mildly obsessed with these two angels below...and they may be right. I am not have real-life children but I do have kids. Murphy has amazed me at how much he loves Macy and she may be the best thing to have ever happened to his life.
Although you may think I post a lot of pictures of Macy and Murphy on social media you have no idea just how much restraint I practice in not posting more photos than I already do!
They are the best of friends and are my favorite little things!
Hopefully you can enjoy their pictures as much as I do!
 
 
 




 


Tuesday, February 25, 2014

this weary heart.

"Come to me, all you who are weary and heavy burdened and I will give you rest."
Matthew 11:28


I have spent the last few weeks feeling pure exhaustion. It seems like I work up exhausted each day and went to bed feeling the exact same way. Not just physical exhaustion, but emotional and mental as well. It wasn't just the kind of exhaustion that makes you want to take a nap every five minutes or go to bed and sleep for days...it was the kind that made you never want to get out of bed, made simple conversations a struggle, and the kind that took every mundane part of the day and made it seem bigger than life.
And while I would have liked to point my finger at some tangible event taking place in my life the reality is that sometimes life is just tiring. Yes, life is beautiful and grand and I would never trade it for anything else in the world...but at the same time it can be hard work. It seems I have been working extra hard at life lately. I work a full time job, I teach a college course three days a week, I lead a small group, I just started working with our church youth group, I work hard to maintain my relationships with Coy and family and friends, and somewhere in the midst of it all I am on a quest to live a healthier lifestyle (which includes dedication and time to the gym). I am too tired to get up early and work out and too tired to get up early to spend time with the Lord; I am also too tired in the evenings for these things as well. And sometimes at the end of the day I feel like I have little to nothing left to give to Coy.
And yet, in the midst of it all, God promises to give rest to this weary heart of mine.
I am weary. I am heavy burdened. But the Lord has given my rest.
Yes, there are some days I just want to curl up on my desk and nap for the rest of the afternoon and there are mornings when I can't seem to lift my head off of the pillow. There are still and will always be tasks that the thought of them just makes me tired. There will always be responsibilities, obligations, and over extended time commitments.
But there will also always be a heavenly father who promises that if I come to Him, He will give me rest. The problems of this world, which sometimes includes my busy schedule, are nothing compared to the peace, rest, and fulfillment which is received at the feet of Christ.


"Take my yoke upon you and learn from me. For I am gentle and humble in heart and you will find rest for your souls."
Matthew 11:29
 
 
 
 
 
 

Tuesday, February 11, 2014

Book Review

 
Although several years ago you would have never seen me pick up a book now it is one of my favorite hobbies. There are days when I could read and read and never stop. Those are the best kind of days and the best kind of books. Below are some of my favorite books that I have read over the past few months. Hopefully you can enjoy them as much as I did!
Children of Liberty is the prequel to my absolute favorite series of all time, The Bronze Horseman. Although it is not nearly as good as The Bronze Horseman it was a good and interesting story. I also loved getting to hear part of the back story of one of the main characters in my favorite book. I also truly loved seeing the story of Harry and Gina unfold and seeing how they developed into their own individual person, despite all of the pressures surrounding them. While I highly recommend reading The Bronze Horseman I also recommend reading this (but make sure to read it is second...sometimes the timing of a prequel is best).  
 
 
You know it is a good book when it sticks with you long after you closed the pages. I got this book by accident, as my sister got two copies for Christmas and had to get rid of one. I was glad to take it off of her hands.
The House of Tyneford tells the story of Elise, a Jew from Vienna who is forced to leave her plush life there to become a servant maid in England. With war on the brink, life is changing. As Elise and Kit, the house master's son, develop a friendship it begins to transform life at The House of Tyneford. I loved this book. Even now, thinking about it months later, I am still enthralled by the story. This is definitely a first read and will even probably be a second and third read for me.  
Jodi Picoult is one of my favorite authors so I was really excited to see that she wrote a book that also included reading on one of my favorite time periods, World War II. This book switches between present day and an ongoing story from World War II. There are many instances of this book that are still stuck in my head. Again, another sign of a great book. Although I had a little more difficulty connecting with the present day characters, as I continued to read I was able to enjoy them more. This book was different than any other book I have read by this author and I was extremely pleased with the way she wrote about such a horrific time in our world's history, the Holocaust. A must read!
 
 
 
 
 
Just last week I jumped on the Divergent bandwagon...and I am obsessed! I finished the first book, Divergent, in less than a week, and am now counting down the days until the second book in the trilogy arrives. I love the characters, love the storyline, and love that I was enthralled with the book within the first few pages. I finished the book two days ago and still cannot stop thinking about it. Don't fight jumping on the recent book bandwagon, just do it...I promise you won't be disappointed! 

Tuesday, February 4, 2014

Where My Feet May Fail.

I love the almost magical way in which music can speak to my heart. Sometimes, more than anything else, songs and the lyrics which they share bless my life, refresh me, encourage me, and bring me directly to the feet of the Lord.
I love the song "Oceans" and cannot get enough of it. There are so many words that speak directly to me. It is a great reminder that no matter what I am going through, no matter what trials I am faced with or difficult circumstances I encounter...my faith will stand. It is a great reminder of the refuge the Lord provides; of the guidance, direction, and strength he bestows to me. The Lord has NEVER failed me. Even when I don't see the ways that he is working and I am blind to his brilliant plan for my life...He is faithful. He has never left my side, even when I have strayed from Him.
This song is the prayer for my life. I pray that I will be faithful enough to follow wherever the Lord leads, that my walk with the Lord will go deeper and be made stronger than I have ever imagined, and that my trust would grow in such immense ways that I have no other choice but to live each day in reverence and obedience to the ways in which God is leading.
 
This is a huge prayer but I serve a huge God and I know that if I am faithful with this prayer the Lord will be faithful in answering.
 

"Oceans (Where Feet May Fail)"
You call me out upon the waters
The great unknown where feet may fail
And there I find You in the mystery
In oceans deep
My faith will stand


And I will call upon Your name
And keep my eyes above the waves
When oceans rise
My soul will rest in Your embrace
For I am Yours and You are mine

Your grace abounds in deepest waters
Your sovereign hand
Will be my guide
Where feet may fail and fear surrounds me
You've never failed and You won't start now

So I will call upon Your name
And keep my eyes above the waves
When oceans rise
My soul will rest in Your embrace
For I am Yours and You are mine

Spirit lead me where my trust is without borders
Let me walk upon the waters
Wherever You would call me
Take me deeper than my feet could ever wander
And my faith will be made stronger
In the presence of my Savior